NO ODSP FOR ME HAHAHAHA
I'm back on happy pills and my future seems a little less shitty.
Also I'm starting to think that I have a future with SOMEONE.
Kind of a good feeling to know that I'll be facing the world with someone by my side.
As strong willed as I can be, I need.
I need people and love.

So my plan is to clean the house this week, go shopping for work appropriate clothes, apply at the pet store near my place (maybe this week, gotta get my courage up), hopefully get hired part-time, start saving money. (last two were long time goals ha haa)

Also I have to learn to support the one I love.
Not money-wise, but you know, emotionally etc etc
He sucks at saving money so I think tomorrow I'm gonna come up with a budget plan for him.
I WANT TO SHOW MY APPRECIATION THAT HE'S TAKEN CARE OF ME AND MADE ME HIS HOUSEWIFE.
ha ha I totally am a housewife now guys.
I clean all day, buy some shit during the day, sometimes cook. Matt's the porkchop/steak master so he cooks that shit. I cook everything else kind of stuff.

???DO ANY OF YOU HAVE AN IDEA OF SOMETHING KIND OF ROMANCE-Y I COULD DO/GET FOR HIM???
Not too cheesy or anything, I'm not that type of person B | (Doesn't really celebrate valentines day and all that shit)


HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING WELL TELL ME HOW YOU'RE DOING.